I don’t think its been any secret that since I ordered a Lori device for my pet I haven’t really wanted it to turn up.
The whole lifestyle just wasn’t appealing to me, it seemed like too much pressure, I didn’t think I was good enough at it…. Ad infinitum!
But… yesterday something happened to get me excited again!
At the end of March we had been to Sh! And bought 2 new dildos for our strapons, a longer, thinner one for me to use on pet, and a shorter, fatter one for pet to use on me. I wasn’t bothered, I didn’t really see the point, but we don’t go to London very often so I thought we might as well get them “just in case”.
We’ve never got round to using them, firstly because I hadn’t been interested and secondly because we never have the child-free time for kinky sex sessions lately.
Our baby girl was supposed to be going away for the night on Thursday, but illness got in the way and it didn’t happen. Pet and I had “sort of” been thinking about doing something sexy, if not necessarily kinky, and we were both really upset that we wouldn’t be able to… the feelings escalated and eventually I flipped my lid saying I was desperate to get kinky!
Pet immediately phoned his mother, made arrangements and within a couple of hours we would be alone together!!! Hooray!!!
I made sure I sent pet on a few errands whilst I prepared at home. First thing was to pop a DVD on whilst I tidied the bedroom, so every so often I would look up and see this guy dressed in a fishnet body stocking with a huge penis fucking two girls and being sucked off… it was delicious!
I put our new playsheet on the bed, it looked great, really set the mood. Then I got out all our dildos for the strap on and lay them out on the side, along with different lubricants and a couple of anal toys.
I lay out all my crops and paddles by the bed, hung the body sack, hood and butt plug harness over the end of the bed, and attached the chains to the foot and head of the bed. I was starting to overdose on horniness!
I chose an outfit for charlotte, and got all her make up and things ready. It was my intention to play with charlotte more than anything else… but it didn’t work out like that.
Pet returned home with flowers, chocolates and delay spray! (All my errands) I made him strip at the door and told him he was to crawl everywhere unless told otherwise.
I made him arrange my flowers for me (whilst crawling on the kitchen floor!) and then sent him upstairs.
I had so many things planned that I can’t really fathom what happened next!
Because it had been a long time since we played, I had printed off a nice long checklist for pet to tick yes and nos for the session… I made him kneel there at my feet and fill it in. It seemed to take forever! I think he was playing for time and that pissed me off… so when he finished I screwed the whole thing up, threw it away and told him I didn’t give a fuck what he liked and didn’t like and I would do what I wanted!
I wanted to be fucked, and with all premature ejaculation problems lately we put the spray on (pet was NOT happy saying it burned, which worried me for a minute, so we went 1-10 scale of pain, which progressed quite quickly from 8-8-8-6-3) I figured it would take time to work so I made him put my new big dildo in the strap on.
I think I got a little carried away with the humiliation and told him to get the lubricant because I would need it for such a big fat cock, not like his pathetic little penis.
Then he fucked me…I haven’t been fucked like that in a long time. I felt so full and so horny, this was the perfect dildo! And all the time I was watching my pet’s little face as he ploughed away… it was amazing.
I came so hard, and so wet. My g-spot had been rammed senseless. I could feel the fluids gushing over the dildo and down over pet’s little cock. He knew I’d loved every second of it.
Then he tried to fuck me with his own penis. It was as good as ever, but I wasn’t going to tell him that! I was still horny after he came, so I went back to the strap-on… more than a few times! Being fucked with it, then riding it as hard as I could. I was loving every minute of it.
Pet was a little frustrated that he wasn’t getting much “fun”. I did play with milking for a little while, but I was too horny to concentrate, so I wrapped him up in the body bag and hood, sat on his face for a while, and then went back to riding the dildo.
Previously I was worried about the “not being fucked” part of chastity. I love being fucked, I thought I was going to miss my pet… but now I can’t wait!
He went to the bathroom at some point and I was just sooooooooo relaxed, sprawled naked on the bed, not shy at all, just calm… waiting for more, and he looked at me and said “omg, your sex drive has come back” like it was a double edged sword!
He was very quiet for the rest of the evening. We went out to dinner in a lovely pub and it was very romantic, and he would mention every so often how hard I’d ridden the new dildo, and how his cock used to have the same effect.
This morning I feel truly fucked. I really feel like I’ve had the long fucking sessions we used to have when we first got together.
In short… I’m a very happy Mistress today! (And still horny!)
Saturday, 19 April 2008
I can't wait!
Posted by Mistress Watchful at 10:16
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3 comments:
So glad to hear you had a lovely time! We had some fun tonight ourselves at the local dungeon. Everyone there complimented both Goddess and i on the intense scene we had.
Funny you should talk about the dildo play. We have done that as well, but Goddess just prefers the real thing. Sunday Goddess's lover is coming over to give Her the fucking She deserves (and wants). I can't wait, it should prove to be another fun filled day!
I can't wait for your website to be up! lol.
Actually I am wondering what type of device you ordered from Ms. Lori? Maybe you said earlier, but I can't seem to find it.
I really hope you will publish an accurate account of your journey into chastity. It would be refreshing for someone to talk about the good, the bad and the ugly sides of chastity rather than try to suger coat it like most of the other sites do.
This is such an inspiring blog entry. Really great to see some positive and exciting news from You. i found your blog through Your postings at Chastity life and have come to respect and appreciate Your posts and entries as words from a someone undertaking the role of Mistress in a real world relationship. my Wife and i are taking another stab at a D/s relationship, we have tried 3 times before always ending in frustration and bad feelings. But things have changed so much since we last tried, there is so much more support out there for both subs->me and Doms->my Misses, coming from real world participants. It's not just fantasy fiction guiding us anymore.
Could You please pass along the specifics of what harnesses and dildos You used in the session You describe. We have a great deal of difficulty in selecting harnesses and dildos that are good quality and give us pleasure.
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