Tempted

I'm so tempted to run a forum site of my own.

pet has been pestering to, he wants me to have somewhere that works when I visit and can be all the things I want it to be.

Hopefully it would be what others wanted as well.

Pondering, but so many things to consider.

Ice, Ice Baby!

We haven't had much time to play lately, but I've been having a bit of fun the last couple of days.

After I got out of the bath and was lounging around on the sofa semi-naked yesterday my pet took it upon himself to pleasure me. It was much needed release so I decided to let him fuck me afterwards... unfortunately we were interrupted by baby so he didn't get the release he wanted. He'd asked twice to cum and I'd denied....poor ickle pet!

This morning he woke me up by paying my nipples plenty of attention, so I was soon in the mood. Again I let him fuck me after I came, but the new upgrade to his piercing really hit the right spots. Unfortunately it is also making him so much more sensitive and he wants to cum immediately.

I started to get mad because I was so darn horny and loving the pierced fuck and he had to keep stopping. I told him he needs to learn to delay himself or look into other means because I was really REALLY enjoying myself. Again... baby interruption! Hehehehe... she's in league with me!

Then I had a dilemma. I had to go to university and here is my pet desperate to cum. So I made him fetch the old CB6000 and because he had to lock himself up whilst I was out, he had to freeze the only key in a pot.

I told him to make sure he sent me a picture of my locked up cock as soon as it was done so I knew he wasn't hanging about.

Being dumb (bless) he didn't masturbate first and is now miserable that he's all locked up with a very solidly frozen key!

To add to this, on my return from uni I decided to dress him up in the new outfit I bought a couple of weekends ago. Slutty black pvc hotpants, pvc basque, fishnet stockings and dress, and black pvc heels.

Once I'd taken some pictures I decided to get him to change outfits into a slutty schoolgirl. Very sexy.

He's obviously even more frustrated now. I haven't decided how long to keep him locked yet. But I'd forgotten just how much fun it could be.

Ohhhh Parcel!

We are awaiting a delivery! No...not another baby (phew!) but a parcel from the delicious MEO in Germany which I had completely forgotten I'd ordered until I received an email telling me it had been dispatched. (The joy of being blonde!)

I've previously ordered a pvc sheet, a body bag, and a spandex hood from them. All were exceptional quality and a fabulous service and speedy delivery.

So today we should be receiving an inflatable plug harness! *big grin*

As usual the only problem will be time to play. We were looking forward to a quiet weekend without the kids last weekend, but baby was very poorly, we were poorly and sleep was the top priority.

It will be at least 6 weeks until the kids disappear again... I don't even want to think about it, seems like an eternity.

Update on our new toy very soon.

Once Upon a Time...

You’ll have to forgive me, I don’t have the greatest of memories!
I feel already my pet and I have travelled a fair distance, but this is nothing compared to where we are hoping to go.
Looking back our relationship was probably Fem-lead from the start. I freely admit I was using him for sexual pleasure and never intended to fall in love. We didn’t really dabble in kinky sex, we just had LOTS of it!
Here we are today, desperately in love, with a baby of our own, struggling to fit D/s into the real world.
It’s so difficult to put my finger on where the experiments began and how they grew.
I always claimed to be the submissive, but it’s not really true. A masochist, yes, but not a submissive. The best ways for me to derive the intense pleasures I sought were (I thought) through pain and the easiest ways to gain this pain was to be a “naughty girl” and be punished… and I now see that I always topped from the bottom and felt terribly guilty about receiving any form of pleasure!
My pet was just pleased to experiment. Being 12 years my junior and having limited previous sexual experiences he was more than eager to try it all. I think he was relieved that no matter what he confessed to finding “exciting” it never phased me.
Sometimes I wonder if he dreamed up scenarios just to see if he could shock me… he was always greeted with an “ok, lets try it!” He had the freedom to express any hidden fantasies and get help to expand and enhance them.
It was him who suggested male chastity. I had never heard of it and that in itself excited me. I thought of myself as fairly liberal and educated in all aspects of sex… and here was something I knew nothing about!
I relished the challenge and presented my pet with a CB3000 on Valentine’s day 2007, a few months after he had first suggested the idea and obviously thought I had paid it no attention.
First he opened a package with cotton buds in, then a package with stockings in and also a package with lubricant in… he still hadn’t figured out what was coming, I had done more research than him and he was delighted when he opened the final package in its shiny silver box with CB on the front.
Reading through the instructions he figured out what all the other items were for and we experimented our way into chastity.
I was reluctant. After all *I* was the submissive. I didn’t want a wimpy boyfriend who just laid back and did nothing while I took all the sexual decisions and worked out all the scenes. (Don’t sue me! I realise it isn’t quite that simple any more)
I threw a lot of bricks out of the pram to get where I am today!
It wasn’t really until I joined Chastity Lifestyle that I could start to see where male chastity could benefit me. I no longer needed to feel guilty about getting the sexual pleasures I wanted. By this point I had realised that my pet could give me intense pleasure without the need for pain. The extreme sensations were part of our *normal* sex life, he actually knew how to torment and tease me to the best orgasms I’d ever had… over and over again… and NOW I could control not only my fabulous sex life, but also any other pampering and adoration I wanted outside the bedroom.
But life is never that simple!
He wants to serve, adore and pamper me… I want to be put on a pedestal and worshipped… but where the heck in the modern world do you find the inspiration, education and more importantly THE TIME to indulge in such fantasies…?

And so the story begins…

Greetings...

Yes, you have come to the right place.

As most of you know I'm busy with my final 3 weeks of University right now, but this will be my home to tell the tale of my journey into D/s with my (bratty, undisciplined, selfish... but adorable) pet!

Love to all,

Don't lose touch.

MW